To find joy in life you must create joy n your life, If you want happiness then be happy just because you can. Stay away from negative people and places some time you may have to distance your self from family too just to keep your spirit shinning. There is nothing life self joy and happiness know that you are the creator of your life and if you wish to have the magic of life then be happy just because you can be. Ask your self what do you enjoy? If you are in love with self the rest comes easy.
Visionary Bryan Smith