Stop creating excuses and start to create a life filled with enjoyment, There is no need to put your self down or say you cant do something if you have not tried a few times, never give up on having a better life. In fact if you do want a better life the only one really stoping you is you. Stop blaming others you can move , walk away , change jobs you have the ability to think for your self. You need to stop making up things in your own mind and get going on the life you truly want. get out of that comfort zone, level up to empower self you can do this if you truly want a better life. If you know you can change your thoughts to change your life and choose not to then keep you mouth shut and put up with what you have created for your self it is that simple. Just get out and do it change your life for the better.
Visionary Bryan Smith