When you are truly wanting something in your life you will find away where there seems to be no way to get to it or even have it no matter what it may be, You create your wants though daily affirmations, positive thinking and the mind set of a winner! For once you say the magic works of that will never happen for me the universe sets forth your wants! And as you have asked noting goes right for you. Changing your thoughts will and can change your life to having all you are wanting so be in the state of mind you need for the blessings that are coming.
Visionary Bryan Smith